so i have hesitated to write since health wise -- things are going well. a few hiccups here and there but nothing what i went through last year. i can honestly say i am stable. less days of insane madness more of what can i do to move on. i have taken on more projects and really would like to get back up on the horse again. i am just not sure how to do that. confidence is a little shaky.

i have learned that i hate my brown hair, but i have to live with it. i learned that i can stand up for myself and yell back. i have learned that people do treat you different once they find out that you have lupus.

i hope that i stay on course and the next time i write it will be even better news... job wise. here's to my health status ... i so deserve this break..