hmmm

so i tried to call my mom today to talk. i really need to talk. i am finding it more and more difficult to maintain. this blip in my life is becoming very overwhelming and rather difficult to stay positive. i started cracking on saturday and tried to push it back but it is right on the surface. we so need help it's not even funny and i am not sure what to do anymore, i am out of ideas. i am out of a lot of things now...