2.07.2009

not doing well

these last few days have tested my sanity and my emotional well being. i can barely pick things up, the pain is my arms has increased two fold and i am loosing my strength. i am beginning to think i can't work, it is just too much of a strain and I am not able to do simple things for a long period of time. I guess the doctors and I can make that decision. my mind can't handle the stress any longer