the end

so the last two days have been rather trying at work. Yesterday after a long period of "circling the runway" - our group announced it's new structure. The very sad part is that 19 of us were "displaced." They have announced 24 new positions and hopefully we can all find a place in the new structure. I have run the range of emotions over the last 36 hours and not sure where I am now or where I will be tomorrow. I decided at some point today it was not doing me any good to be angry, so I went on to acceptance and decided I was going to push onward and upward. Let's hope it continues in that direction. I am tired and nervous. I think it is time to take my nightly meds, get my shot and hit the sack. I need a day to not think of all of this and get my head screwed back on straight. Wish me luck...