a new week

so monday and i made it thru and overnight and an all day event. i am tired from standing, but not too bad since I ate three good meals today. i can't remember the last time i actually ate more then one meal in a day. and i actually survived without a mountain dew. started some calcium supps today (based on hopkins recommendation) and am ready for yet another visit to the doctor tomorrow. my plan is to push for the recommedations from hopkins and try and move forward from the pain and confusion. it kinda reminds of swimming and doing a flip turn -- heading into the final lap. i need to push off really hard and commit to winning this -- i can see my self winning now, i just have to make it happen. yes, i was a swimmer and a damn good one -- broke records. so now i must focus...