5.17.2006

so

not everything sucks, jut a few things lately. Sorry, just had a icky couple of days and no outlet. I had a first last night and it makes me a little sad. Last night was the first time i ever cried when I got my shot. I am sure it is that I was not feeling well combined with hitting the wrong spot, but MAN, I actually jumped off the needle. I had to go through again, and I just realized that I don't think I will ever, EVER get used to this. Three years and some change and nope: can't get my head around this needle. :( Gotta talk with doc about my other options... it maybe time for the IV crap.

Here is a picture of Di.. I asked Mike if I could have another one in a few years cause he is TOOOO handsome... :) yeah, he is not having that...